23 4 / 2012
hello i don’t know how to start this, actually. but right now i just really want to share something for whoever want to read this. were you ever felt lost ‘something’? in this case, something means a things which very worth to us. whether it be someone or cheerfulness.
as time goes by, i’ve been lost a lot of things.
i have felt very difficult condition when my father lost a job. when i saw my mother cried every night at those few weeks. when i can not do anything for them to help. i was bout 13 years old when that happens. it feels like cheerfulness was goes so far away. i didn’t understand yet before, but the situation was very painful.
it was really exhausting at the first. there’s just one thing i can do is i tried to struggling in my pain.
if i am looking from now on, based on those problem has been happened. there are three ways to solve it. strong, faith, & believe in the circle of life.
stay strong so that we can survive every single hard times.
a faith that there will always good side from every trouble we had.
believe in god, and the circle of life which is always circling. that circle wont be stop or wont be broken, it’s just pause on god destiny.
and one important thing is……. time. yes time for accepting difficult condition that have happened
26 3 / 2012
"to forget easily is a gift. let go of your past mistakes. make a fresh start"
26 3 / 2012
i love it, when you can’t stop staring at me although i wud say “stop stare at me”
i love it, when you don’t care bout people say & being silly just because you want to make me laugh
i love it, when you send me a sweet text while i was sleeping, and in the morning i cannot stop smiling because of that
i love it, when you realize you hurt my feeling then you did everything you possibly can to cheer me back up.
i love it, when we both can’t stop joking
i love it, how you really treat me well
i love it, when you always patient and listen me carefully when i’m getting talkactive, even what i’m talking is not important
i love it, when we are starting talk about a deep conversations.
i love the way your convince that what you feel for me is true.
you never push me to trust with, you let me feel by itself.
and i love the best is….. I LOVE YOU, IVELINO. that’s all.
warm hug
your little sunshine
